Getting back to looking inward is a very strange feeling. I haven't had the urge to self analyze in a very long time. I'm definitely not a stranger to it, but the last few weeks I've been taking personality tests, the COGIATI, and reading up on myself. *laughs* That sounds pretty crazy, having to read someone else's thoughts about who I am, but it matches how I feel which is what matters. I tested as an INFJ on the Meyer-Briggs (MBTI) that I usually take. That's right on how I usually test, and likewise, it matches me almost to the letter. I get feelings about things that I can't explain, I keep back a part of myself (go figure!) and I have extreme perfectionist tendencies. All of this feeds into my feelings on gender. That COGIATI test? I scored a 100. Androgyne. That test, I know, is very unscientific and really kind of silly but I like to take it just to check if anything has changed with me. It hasn't, really. I always fall right in the middle.
Awhile back I started identifying myself as bigender. It makes far more sense to me than anything else, but its also one of the more confusing concepts in gender theory. I can't explain this to anyone; it just doesn't make logical sense to others. I'm not bisexual, I'm just bigender. I practically worship women. *laughs* And those cute little heels... ;)
Anyways, its back to stealth mode for this evening. I have boy things to attend to. I have a funny feeling the girl inside will be dropping little cues tonight, but I do hope she'll behave.